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Your Attachment - 2

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Published: Jul 13, 2011

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_{This is chapter two.  To view chapter one, go here!
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Disclaimer: I do NOT own Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler and sadly never will. *cries in corner*

Title: Your Attachment

Pairings: Sebastian/Ciel

Rating:  T / Pg-13

Genre: Drama/Angst/Romance

Summary: He needed me.  As for myself?  Well...I needed a lot of things.  Too bad pretending to be a girl while also pretending to be Sebastian's girl friend weren't some of them.

Timeline: Actual universe.  Also known as 21st century.

Warnings: Will eventually be yaoi! (Sorry mom.)
sorry for OOCness.  I won't try to have it that way, but since it is AU it will have to be slightly OOC.  Also, I will place warnings on the chapters that have yaoi, so don't worry.  This chapter is yaoi free! 8D

Status: Continuing

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Your Attachment

By Sasurealian

Chapter Two

   I had just got off work that night and stood inside the subway trying to get off.  Although, there were so many problems occurring right now and I wasn't thrilled.  For one, a million people decided to get on the subway the same time I had to get off of it.  For two, I was dressed in my maid outfit still and all these older men kept checking out my invisible boobs.  Third, I had to pee really badly because I apparently I didn't have to go at work, but now I did.

I wasn't going to cup my crotch though.  That would have been really embarrassing, but if I wet myself I decided I'd blame God…or maybe the subway and all the people that were in my way.

"Excuse me."  I said in my forced girly voice, but it resulted in effortless because no one moved aside and no one let me by.

Mother f-

"OOF!"  I fell backwards as some lady bopped me with her purse, "H-hey."  I hissed as I nursed my forehead.  People were so rude and I was so short.

Oh and crap, I forgot I had to pee.  I need to concentrate on holding it.  Maybe do what people do in the movies and sway back in forth in a dance.  Oh lord this was not my day.  First that Sebastian dude and now this.

I finally squeezed past this round lady and jumped off the subway before the doors closed.  My hair was in a tangle of a mess and I was sure my fake boobs were no longer in the right place.

With a huge sigh and a flip of my long hair I decided to go home.

….well…after I stopped at the restroom that is.

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    The first thing I got once I reached my apartment was a lovely sticky note on my door.  I groaned as I pulled it off and read it.

'Late on rent again. Faggot.'

I crumpled it and tossed it off the balcony.  The land lord lady was a serious bitch to me and I didn't want to deal with her negativity right now.  Yea, I had many issues going on with myself at the moment, but payment should have been the least of my worries.  Why was it always about money these days?  I could pick up a second job, but what good would that do?

I bit my lip, "Besides I'm trying my best."  I murmured as I jammed the key into the lock.

I opened my apartment door and walked inside the darkened room.  I flicked on the kitchen light and dropped my hand bag on the counter.

See, I thought if I was working as a maid I would make enough money to live on my own, but it was still hard.  I didn't want a roommate because the last time I roomed with someone they threw me under the bus and didn't pay rent.

I took the long hair clips out and pulled the wig off along with my wig cap.  I ran my fingers through my hair and sighed in relief.  It felt so heavenly to be myself again.

I shut my eyes softly and let a hint of a smile take over my face.  Being at home in the peaceful quiet was relaxing right now.  It was exactly what the doctor ordered.  Hell yes, I was that doctor.

I walked into my bathroom and put the wig away, then I stripped myself out of the dress and threw on a pair of Calvin Klein boxers.

Staring at myself in the mirror made me depressed.  I looked frail in the face and I was pretty thin.  I guess I did look like a young girl in some way.  Except my chest wasn't related to a girl's, but if I was a twelve year old girl, then maybe it did.

A paper slipped out of my maid dress pocket and I bent down picking it up.  I immediately rolled my eyes and the number and name.  That dude from earlier was crazy if he thought I would play along as his girl friend.  It was the last thing I needed to get involved in.

I narrowed my eyes at the payment.  It was a lot of money and well….it would allow me to not only pay rent every month, but afford anything else I wanted to.

I cursed under my breath and tossed the card in the trash.  Nope.  I wasn't going to do it.  All I needed was a nice long rest and tomorrow at work things would go back to normal.

-

   "CIEL!  HURRY UP WITH THE FOOD!"  Alois shouted from across the café.  I swear if he was next to me I would have grabbed his little neck and rung it out like I do the rags.

"I'm coming, Trancy."  I answered as I came walking out with a tray in my hands.  I made sure there were no wet floor signs as I walked across the floor.  Good.  I'm safe.

I sat the tray down in front of the lady and her daughter and they both flashed me a happy look as I faked a smile and walked away.

Once I was in the back I yanked on Alois' hair and glowered, "Would you stop screaming!  This is a café and people don't need to hear your voice 24/7.  They get enough of it when you're off work, I'm sure."

Alois grabbed my hand and pulled me forward as he giggled, "Oh Ciel, you're too stubborn for your own good.  If you lived a little you would see just how fun it is to scream out loud."

I forced my hand away and scoffed, "Get back to work, Trancy."

"I should say the same thing to you, Phantomhive."

So yea, work went smoothly for the rest of the day.  Okay, maybe not smooth.  If you ignore the time I added ice to the coffee (mistake) and the time I threw a cream cake in Alois' face, (he wouldn't shut the fuck up) then yea, it was a normal day.

I left work that night feeling especially tired.  I wanted to go die now.  Life was no longer fun and I was sick and tired to getting all these dirty looks for old men.  I wasn't sexy and if they thought I was then they need some serious therapy.

I began to walk off the stairs to the third level where my apartment rested, but once I reached the door I glared once I noticed another sticky note and ALL my stuff laid out on the porch.

"Son of a-"  I grabbed the note and growled once I read it.

'Hey faggot who cross dresses, you're out.  You're once again a week behind on your payment.'

I dropped the note and frowned at all my stuff.  This was not my day.

What else was there for me to do?  Maybe I would find another place that was cheaper?  Yea that would work.

I walked down the steps in sullen depression.  Stupid stupid lady and her stupidness.  Thinking she can kick me out.  I didn't get paid until Friday and guess what?  It was not Friday!

I glanced across the street and stared as a police car zipped past with their colorful lights.  I already was living on the bad side of the neighborhood.  How much deeper into the danger zone did I have to go?

I decided I needed a drink.  Although I wasn't of age, dressed like this maybe someone would give me one?

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   If you ask how I ended up in a coffee shop I'll likely slap you with my purse.

I tried to get into the bar, but they rejected me saying I looked like I was ten.

I was eighteen year old male and I looked like a twelve year old girl.  There was something seriously wrong with this picture.  But I couldn't change out of my clothes since my stupid land lord kicked me out of my apartment.

I grumbled to myself as I stirred my coffee with a straw.  Another late night alone.  Yea, this was starting to feel like some depressing old movie about the man who wouldn't get the girl, so he goes into a coffee shop and acts all emo until some pretty girl comes in and sweeps him off his feet.

Basically I don't fit into that category since I'm dressed like a chick here.

My thoughts were broken as someone walked into the coffee shop.  I peered at them from the corner of my eye and eternally froze once I noticed it was that guy from the café.  Sebastian…

I tried to turn my head away so he wouldn't notice me.  He ordered a drink and once he turned around I ducked even lower in my chair.

"Oh, if it isn't the girl in the café."

Shit.  Why me?  Why not that lady over there on the laptop?  It has to be me.  I thought about ignoring him, but I guess that would have been considered rude and un-lady like.  So…I answered him with a forceful smile.

"Oh it's you.  I didn't see you there." I murmured as I sheepishly smiled.

The next thing I know he sits next to me and begins to slurp his coffee.  I tried my best not to glare at him or flip him off from under the table.  Not like he would notice, but I would inwardly be laughing my ass off.

"Stop. Staring."  I ordered him as his eyes dug into mine.  He wouldn't stop looking at me and it was becoming really annoying.

"How old are you?"  He asked with a sly grin.

"Much too young for you."

"Hmm, really now?  I heard you have to be at least seventeen to work at that café, so not incredibly young."

I angrily grabbed my coffee cup and gripped the handle tightly, "Stalker."

"Relax, I'm not your enemy here.  I was wondering if you thought about my offer?"  He asked as he folded his hands and set them under his chin.

O-oh yea, that stupid offer.

I snorted as I looked away, "No can do Romeo."

He didn't reply to me, but I could only guess he wasn't pleased with my answer.

"I can double the pay."

My ears perked and I glanced back at him as he wiggled his brows.  That little….little demon!  How dare he haggle me into this!  He must have known!  Or either that plotted with my land lord about kicking me out so I would have to turn to him.

"Why me?"

Sebastian shrugged, "I picked you, so that is why."

See, the issue here is I'm not really a girl, so if this stupid idiot found out then I'm sure he would have me thrown in jail with all the power he has.

Then it crossed my mind.  What if he didn't find out?  In a month I could make enough money to last me almost a year!  All I had to do was play pretend and all my problems were solved.  Besides I was desperate. So I no other choice, but to take his offer.  I could quit the café and find a better job and that would also mean never cross dressing again.  This could actually work.

"Fine."

"Excuse me?"

"Fine.  I'll do it."

Sebastian snickered as he stood from his chair.  I watched as he approached me and held out his hand, "Very well…..Ciel.  I guess you can come home with me."

I gawked up at him, "W-what?  That was never part of the deal!"

He put a finger to his lips in concentration, "True, but I saw all your stuff outside your apartment so-"

"YOU WERE STALKING ME!"

I shouted rather loudly which I regretted immediately.  Everyone in the coffee shop gave me a banal look and I flinched with a low growl in my voice, "This is your entire fault."

Sebastian forced me out of my chair and wrapped his arm around my back side, "I understand how you must feel, but I'll assure you that you won't regret this."

I cocked a brow and crossed my arms, "Whatever, but you have to get my stuff on the third level of the apartment complex and I want you to give me my own room at your place."

"Of course-"

"Oh, also, it better had its own bathroom, too."

Sebastian beamed his dark eyes into mine and grimaced, "It is done."

I watched as he led me out of the coffee shop and towards his car.  I immediately scoffed once I noticed the crimson Nissan GTR R35 Vspec.  Of course he would have that car.  He was rich and I was the poor boy-  I mean girl who worked as a maid.

I lightly blushed when he opened my door for me and once I climbed inside my heart raced.  This car was worth….oh….I didn't even know.  I didn't need to know because I knew I would never be able to afford it.

"See something you like?"  Sebastian asked with a snicker.

I rolled my eyes and snorted, "Just drive you idiot."

-

Soon we arrived at his home and Sebastian had sent one of his servants after my stuff.  I inwardly cursed him for having everything.  If I had everything then I would not be driving some poor boy- oops I mean girl to my house.

I would have ditched my parents and the whole marriage thing and moved to a private island where I could drink tea and eat cake all day.

"We're here."

I broke my ravine and flashed my cerulean eyes towards the house- no mansion in front of me.

Sheesh, this jack ass lived in a palace!  His yard was the size of my neighborhood and his house had a brick tower with too many glass windows to count.  There were flowers decorating the outside of the manor and a fountain in the center of the yard.  I tried my hardest not to gawk, but I had never seen anything else like this before!  How did I not know that this place existed in the same world as me?

"Aren't you happy you stayed with me now?"  Sebastian asked as he parked the car.

"Pssh, it is just a house."  I answered rudely.

Sebastian cracked a small laugh before he stepped out of his car and made it to my door.

I kept quiet, but made sure a scowl was set to my face as he led me inside.

I gulped once we made it inside because it was a million times more beautiful inside than outside.  There was a fountain INSIDE as well!  The floors held my reflection and the chandelier was made out of some type of crystal.

"What do you do for a living?" I asked amazed.  I was sure my mouth was now hanging open, but for me who lived in a one room apartment to come to a house like this reminded me a lot of Annie.  Except I wasn't an orphan and Sebastian wasn't bald.

"I'll show you to your room and then have my servant Tanaka bring up your stuff left outside your apartment door."

I nodded and followed the taller man up the stairs.  He led me down a never ending hallway and after a minute or two of walking he stopped, "My room is next to yours just in case you have an emergency."  He pointed to the door by mine and then opened the door in front of us.

"This is your room."

I gazed into the room and almost fainted.  It was huge!  The bed was a king size and it sported over twenty pillows.  The walls were painted maroon and white and the carpet was a cream color.

I walked over to the bed and touched the blanket.  It was so soft unlike my bed back at my apartment.

Sebastian kept quiet at the doorway as I explored.  I felt like a puppy when you first brought it home.  This was ridiculous.

"Hmp, it will do."  I said as I laced my arms between each other.

"Very well then.  I'll also have new clothes for you tomorrow, so don't worry about that."

My brow twitched, "Oh hooray."

"Alright, well, it is late, you should get some sleep so you can be ready for tomorrow."

I frowned, "What is tomorrow?"

Sebastian stifled a laugh, "It is our first date."

"Yay…"  I said sarcastically as I rolled my eyes.

Sebastian walked towards me and I inched back before he touched my shoulder, "What is it now?"

Sebastian reached forward and took my hand, "Good night."  Then kissed it.  I felt like puking, but decided to ignore the bile in my throat.  If only he knew I was a guy.  He would probably run me over with his Nissan GTR R35 Vspec.

I didn't say anything as I watched him walk out of my room.  I could only sigh in relief that I could finally take off my maid outfit and this wig.

I walked over to my bed and mentally cursed myself to hell once I noticed the white lacy night gown.

This was not going to be fun.  Nope.

In fact this was living hell!

I picked up the girly outfit and stomped to the bathroom.

I had officially signed myself up for hell.  The bright side?

Well, there wasn't one.}

_{Chapter one:
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Chapter two
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Chapter three
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Chapter four
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Chapter five
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Chapter six
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Chapter Seven
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Chapter Eight
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Chapter Nine:
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