Once upon a tragedyOnce upon a time I wanted to dieI would hide in my room and cry and cryNo one ever noticed and no one would askAnd if they ever did I would put on a maskIt started a few years back when they got a divorceMy parents did split with both yelling and forceI was left alone and told to go playBut how could I lie and tell them okayI was only a child, but not anymoreThe year I was four is no moreNow I am considered a beautiful young ladyBut looking in the mirror I no longer see KatieWhat I see is the scars left behindFrom a girl once little, perfect, and kindI fight with myself every single dayI cannot win, and my body’s gone astrayWhen did I start cutting? I said I never willWhen did I start cursing? Or start popping pills?I must have stopped eating or something else is wrongDear God please can you help me, where do I belong?My ribs jut from my waistAnd is that blood I taste?How do they not notice? Why do they look away?Why do I always smile and tell them I’
Ciel - Light and DarkWhere were you when our hearts divided?You said we’d always be united!You were my breath into my mouthThe name I use to shoutBut in your eyes is bloodYour sins over-floodI struggle just to breatheMy skin tears beneath your teethI am your everlasting victimYour DNA runs throughout my systemMy body is completely yoursBut this is what I endureYou’re the enigma in my lifeContinuing to thrust the knifeI am dying with apathy eyesI’ve been filled with filthy liesFor I am your entityYour incessant chemistryBound by the lies in your veinsMy existence is trapped in chainsBut to you…I am your lightI’m what makes your heart igniteI’m the antidote to your innocenceI am your very synthesisYou’re in forever stagnationAnd I’m your only salvationTrapped by innocent, trapped by painTrapped by torture you can’t sustainWe are a unity, we are oneThe only something you can’t outrunI am you and you are meInnate for al
Digital CameraIn this digital screenIs a picture of your faceYou look so pretty and happyForever and alwaysI click the arrow overAnd the camera shows a slideIt’s you and me togetherBut also that other guyHe always made me angryI never liked him aroundI screamed and fought with youWhich only brought us downThe photo changes againBut this time only usWe’re holding hands togetherIn the park out by the busI remember that night clearlyAnd the picture changed once moreIt was like it was yesterdayThat I found you on the floorI screamed out your nameAnd tried to find my phoneBut my hands were shaking badlyAnd I felt completely aloneThe picture on the screenWas of your graveThere were flowers and were peopleAnd the memories in my brainHow could I not seeThat you were never truly smilingAnd that all along it wasYour hurt that you were pilingMaybe it was that guyOr maybe it was meOr maybe it was your job;Perhaps your familyI glare into the screenAs a recording c
Blindly For You Disclaimer: I do NOT own Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler and sadly never will. *cries in corner*Title: Blindly For YouPairings: Sebastian/Ciel Light YaoiRating: T / Pg-13Genre: Drama/Angst/RomanceSummary: My name is Ciel Phantomhive and I am blind. it's not meant to be like this, not what I planned at all, i don't want to feel like this, so that makes it all your fault.Timeline: Actual universe. Also known as 21st century.Warnings: This is NOT SHOTA! Although it has mentions of love in it. There will be some sebaciel. ALSO IF YOU DON'T LIKE DO NOT READ! You're immature if you comment. There is a back button for a reason. Also, you will cry if you read this. Sorry.. =/ Lastly, there is a bit of cursing and I am also sorry if the characters are OOC. I tried my best!