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Blindly For You

Disclaimer: I do NOT own Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler and sadly never will. *cries in corner*

Title: Blindly For You

Pairings: Sebastian/Ciel Light Yaoi

Rating: T / Pg-13

Genre: Drama/Angst/Romance

Summary: My name is Ciel Phantomhive and I am blind. it's not meant to be like this, not what I planned at all, i don't want to feel like this, so that makes it all your fault.

Timeline: Actual universe. Also known as 21st century.

Warnings: This is NOT SHOTA! Although it has mentions of love in it. There will be some sebaciel. ALSO IF YOU DON'T LIKE DO NOT READ! You're immature if you comment. There is a back button for a reason.

Once upon a tragedy

Once upon a time I wanted to die
I would hide in my room and cry and cry

No one ever noticed and no one would ask
And if they ever did I would put on a mask

It started a few years back when they got a divorce
My parents did split with both yelling and force

I was left alone and told to go play
But how could I lie and tell them okay

I was only a child, but not anymore
The year I was four is no more

Now I am considered a beautiful young lady
But looking in the mirror I no longer see Katie

What I see is the scars left behind
From a girl once little, perfect, and kind

I fight with myself every single day
I cannot win, and my body’s

Digital CameraIn this digital screen
Is a picture of your face
You look so pretty and happy
Forever and always

I click the arrow over
And the camera shows a slide
It’s you and me together
But also that other guy

He always made me angry
I never liked him around
I screamed and fought with you
Which only brought us down

The photo changes again
But this time only us
We’re holding hands together
In the park out by the bus

I remember that night clearly
And the picture changed once more
It was like it was yesterday
That I found you on the floor

I screamed out your name
And tried to find my phone
But my hands were shaking badly
And I felt complet

The Death of Me

I cry into my sheets
And cry into my bed
I cannot stop crying
And think of instead

Where else to go
To forget about you
I'm scared so deeply
That you've become a tattoo

You make me crazy
You make me insane
And almost always
You're my reason for pain

I can't escape you
You're always there
It's like you're watching me
But you really don't care

If I try to love you
You just run away
And if I try to help you
There isn't a way

No matter the cost
No matter the pain
No matter what I feel
It's always the same

This cycle of anguish
It won't ever end
And by the time dawn hits
It begins again

I scream at you now
And you'r

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_{My face and the pose....it's like there is someone i see, but you guys can't and i love it. xD

xD and it isn't the camera dude either haha

I actually dunno what I was looking at, but anyway, the photo turned out good I think. I was just chilling with my brother today and I decided to take some photos with him. ^^

Model is:
Taken by my brother}

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~GatNeGre Apr 18, 2013 Student General Artist

nice pic! and I like your jumper

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*Sasurealian Apr 18, 2013

x3 aww thank you!

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*Diesel292 Mar 31, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

Wow look at you

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*Sasurealian Mar 31, 2013

d'aww thanks so much!

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Mood: Love

*Diesel292 Mar 31, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

Most welcome

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~Xxunknown227xX Dec 22, 2012 Student Traditional Artist

your adorable :3

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*Sasurealian Dec 23, 2012

awww thank you ;^;

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~Xxunknown227xX Dec 24, 2012 Student Traditional Artist

your welcome

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*JayBrave Dec 18, 2012

You're just TOO CUTE!

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*Sasurealian Dec 19, 2012

Aww thank you!

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