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I cry into my sheets
And cry into my bed
I cannot stop crying
And think of instead

Where else to go
To forget about you
I'm scared so deeply
That you've become a tattoo

You make me crazy
You make me insane
And almost always
You're my reason for pain

I can't escape you
You're always there
It's like you're watching me
But you really don't care

If I try to love you
You just run away
And if I try to help you
There isn't a way

No matter the cost
No matter the pain
No matter what I feel
It's always the same

This cycle of anguish
It won't ever end
And by the time dawn hits
It begins again

I scream at you now
And you're never there
It's come to the point
Where I'm pulling out my hair

And some nights I bleed
I don't know why
Please can't you help me!
I don't want to die!

These tears that I'm crying
They won't go away
Don't you love me?
If you do, won't you stay?

By the end of the night
I am fast asleep
But my dreams are nightmares
Which is why I weep

In the mist of my agony
And in this terrible pain
Something so horrid
Which I cannot explain

You are the reason
Why I can't breathe
You are everything
But you're also me…
Late night and this is what I am writing? xD

Oh well..

...something like this has been on my mind. Not sure why i wrote it, but emotions man emotions...

Enjoy? xD
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Si1VeR-ReBoRn Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2013   Writer
I love the strong imagery used here great job!
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Sasurealian Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Oh thank you so much x3
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Chey4ever Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
yes very good :3 nice work! :heart:
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Sasurealian Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
d'aw thank you <3
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Chey4ever Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
you're welcome :D
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minsa Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2012  Student Artist
beautiful :slowclap: c,:
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Sasurealian Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
n.n <33333333333333333333333333333
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Gandalfgirl579 Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Wow, this is rather brilliant! ^J^
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Sasurealian Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Aww ;; thank you!
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Gandalfgirl579 Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Lol, you're welcome! :)
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Screamingworm Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Woah! That ending felt like walking into a brick wall.
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Sasurealian Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Omg Dx Yea, I wanted it to have that feeling to it
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Screamingworm Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Well it worked :)
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dadona777 Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2012
;_;
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Sasurealian Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
;^; aww don't cry!!
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dadona777 Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2012
:hug:
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Sasurealian Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
I really miss you ;;
How are you?
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dadona777 Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2012
idk :'<
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Xxunknown227xX Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
this kinda relates to my last journal entry..... i`m not acting like myself lately, and this poem , i can relate
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Sasurealian Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Oh gosh....really? I hope a lot of people can understand and relate to this x.o
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rougarouxla Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2012
:( , but I can relate sometimes...
You did a good job with this poem... A+
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Sasurealian Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Oh gosh, thank you!
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AngelicaRose24 Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2012
I know how that is....
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04whim Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2012
Oh you brighten up my day. But that's just the light reflecting off that golden hair of yours. So don't you be pulling it. >.> I was thinking earlier about if I should ease off a little and not comment on every last thing since I've made my thoughts on you fairly clear at this point but you seem to enjoy it and your photos and poems never disappoint, so I guess I have to deliver too. :)
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Sasurealian Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Oh ;; well, it makes me happy to know you like my poetry too xD I mean, it is different I guess. Although I have always loved writing since I was little. 8D I really do enjoy it. Thank you. :3

Also, what can I call you by?
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04whim Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2012
You have a beautiful mind too. I wonder if I'd appreciate that film more now. I watched it eleven years ago and thought it was absolute tripe. But I thought the same of One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest, but I watched the other month and thought it was great... Ermm... You're welcome!

Feel free to call me Master.
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neosapian6 Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2012  Student Artist
. . .
i got something to read when depressed now :D!
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Sasurealian Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Omg that is horrible Dx But for some odd reason I found it funny xD;
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catdog2309 Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2012
I love this
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Sasurealian Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
:3 oh thank you
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xristina13 Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2012  Student Writer
It is exactly what i feel for 9 years
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Sasurealian Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
;-; oh gosh i hope not!
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xristina13 Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2012  Student Writer
i just can't get over him
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ZilonD Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
This words of yours feels very real even to me on the other side of the world behind a computer, i like how it gave me a very real taste of a lingering pain and a feeling of beeing trapt in myself... very relateble. Its good very good, possibly because the honesty behind it. Maybe it was good you wrote it late at night since honesty is one of the bieffects of insomnia, then again so is depression hehe guess its a to edged sword.
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Sasurealian Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Oh wow thank you ;^; Yea, I can't explain it, but I think the biggest fight people face today is the fight they have with themselves. So I wrote this....and in a way I think a lot of people can relate in a way. I know i can..
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ZilonD Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Yes I belive so too and thats a fight you cant win..... Or loose for matter, sooo..... thats good... I think, I guess you just need remember that the sun is not gone during a cloudy day you just cant see it
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epsilonkleiner0 Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2012
This is great! If I had even the faintest bit of talent, this text could have come from me a couple of months ago, well done :-)
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Sasurealian Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Oh gosh Dx are you alright now?
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epsilonkleiner0 Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2012
Indeed, I feel better now, thank you so much for asking!
But I still remember the feeling very well and try not to relaps into old habits.

And I hope, you currently don't feel too bad either? I just can tell (as stupid, as this sounds...); it'll pass :-)
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Sasurealian Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Wow, you're good xD Well, I am doing alright. I have my days, but today isn't hopefully one of those days. x.o

I hope you're alright. :3 That matters more ^^
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SevyStorm Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2012   General Artist
Tattoos are a hell of a drug.....


wait wut XD


Besides that random comment I just made ^^ I think this is lovely!
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Sasurealian Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
xDD thats what one of my friends said too xD
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NOTsoUNIQUE Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Beautiful !! Level: Genius
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Sasurealian Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
xD oh why thank you. Well, I dunno about genius but xD Okay :3
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DiscoverySoul Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
This is really really good! I love the honesty and conciseness, truly captures a war inside.
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Sasurealian Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Oh thank you. Yea, there were some parts I feared I was messing up, but then it turned out good in the end xD Thankfully
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Hmmm that was very good, parts of it I can relate to, due to me screwing up everything with the person I cared about.
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Sasurealian Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
=/ Oh gosh....I think that seems to happen a lot. I have had that happen too Dx
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Seriyx Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2012  Hobbyist Filmographer
Oh wow! Great job! i love the pattern and the end was different. Wasn't expecting that one haha
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