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Digital CameraIn this digital screen
Is a picture of your face
You look so pretty and happy
Forever and always

I click the arrow over
And the camera shows a slide
It’s you and me together
But also that other guy

He always made me angry
I never liked him around
I screamed and fought with you
Which only brought us down

The photo changes again
But this time only us
We’re holding hands together
In the park out by the bus

I remember that night clearly
And the picture changed once more
It was like it was yesterday
That I found you on the floor

I screamed out your name
And tried to find my phone
But my hands were shaking badly
And I felt complet

Blindly For You

Disclaimer: I do NOT own Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler and sadly never will. *cries in corner*

Title: Blindly For You

Pairings: Sebastian/Ciel Light Yaoi

Rating: T / Pg-13

Genre: Drama/Angst/Romance

Summary: My name is Ciel Phantomhive and I am blind. it's not meant to be like this, not what I planned at all, i don't want to feel like this, so that makes it all your fault.

Timeline: Actual universe. Also known as 21st century.

Warnings: This is NOT SHOTA! Although it has mentions of love in it. There will be some sebaciel. ALSO IF YOU DON'T LIKE DO NOT READ! You're immature if you comment. There is a back button for a reason.

HUMANWe all have problems, it seems to be
We all want something we cannot see
We all feel like we're failures on the inside
But outwardly you hide it like it's some surprise

We look at the cutters like their a mess
They don't know what they want so we all digress
But a problem is a problem whether big or small
And sometimes it's not even a problem at all

Like the child who is crying over a broken toy
Or the little baby laughing who is filled with joy
The mother who lost her very first child
To the teenager who's careless and runs around wild

The world we live in is a crazy disaster
And we are the ones who is its ringmaster
So to th

Once upon a tragedy

Once upon a time I wanted to die
I would hide in my room and cry and cry

No one ever noticed and no one would ask
And if they ever did I would put on a mask

It started a few years back when they got a divorce
My parents did split with both yelling and force

I was left alone and told to go play
But how could I lie and tell them okay

I was only a child, but not anymore
The year I was four is no more

Now I am considered a beautiful young lady
But looking in the mirror I no longer see Katie

What I see is the scars left behind
From a girl once little, perfect, and kind

I fight with myself every single day
I cannot win, and my body’s

Lesbian LoveI am a girl
And so are you
When you kiss me
I feel brand new

People might stare
They might get mad
But they can't understand
Nothing they never had

My heartbeat flutters
My brain is a mess
I love you more everyday
Not ever less

I want to protect you
I want you to smile
I want you to know
You're not a trial

Without a doubt
You're my mate and soul
And without you
I might lose control

Boys want to fix me
Girls only sigh
But when I look at you
I cannot see why

They say we're the same,
But we're nothing alike
They label us weirdo's,
Ugly, and dyke

But there's a secret
They do not know
That our romance
Is not just s

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It Wasn't Worth Losing You

      Disclaimer: I do NOT own Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler and sadly never will. *cries in corner*

Title: It Wasn't Worth Losing You

Pairings: Sebastian/Ciel Light Yaoi

Rating:  T / Pg-13

Genre: Drama/Angst/Romance

Summary: I am going through life loving someone who I am afraid to admit my feelings to. Year by year times goes on and soon I begin to wonder if it is too late?  Is it worth risking our friendship over?  I am just too shy and I don't know why.

Timeline: Actual universe.  Also known as 21st century.

Warnings: This is NOT SHOTA!  Although it has men

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The Death of Me

by *Sasurealian, Sep 26, 2012, 9:32:03 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Urban & Spoken Word

_{I cry into my sheets
And cry into my bed
I cannot stop crying
And think of instead

Where else to go
To forget about you
I'm scared so deeply
That you've become a tattoo

You make me crazy
You make me insane
And almost always
You're my reason for pain

I can't escape you
You're always there
It's like you're watching me
But you really don't care

If I try to love you
You just run away
And if I try to help you
There isn't a way

No matter the cost
No matter the pain
No matter what I feel
It's always the same

This cycle of anguish
It won't ever end
And by the time dawn hits
It begins again

I scream at you now
And you're never there
It's come to the point
Where I'm pulling out my hair

And some nights I bleed
I don't know why
Please can't you help me!
I don't want to die!

These tears that I'm crying
They won't go away
Don't you love me?
If you do, won't you stay?

By the end of the night
I am fast asleep
But my dreams are nightmares
Which is why I weep

In the mist of my agony
And in this terrible pain
Something so horrid
Which I cannot explain

You are the reason
Why I can't breathe
You are everything
But you're also me…}

The Death of Meby *Sasurealian

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Urban & Spoken Word

_{Late night and this is what I am writing? xD

Oh well..

...something like this has been on my mind. Not sure why i wrote it, but emotions man emotions...

Enjoy? xD}