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Blindly For You

Disclaimer: I do NOT own Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler and sadly never will. *cries in corner*

Title: Blindly For You

Pairings: Sebastian/Ciel Light Yaoi

Rating: T / Pg-13

Genre: Drama/Angst/Romance

Summary: My name is Ciel Phantomhive and I am blind. it's not meant to be like this, not what I planned at all, i don't want to feel like this, so that makes it all your fault.

Timeline: Actual universe. Also known as 21st century.

Warnings: This is NOT SHOTA! Although it has mentions of love in it. There will be some sebaciel. ALSO IF YOU DON'T LIKE DO NOT READ! You're immature if you comment. There is a back button for a reason.

Once upon a tragedy

Once upon a time I wanted to die
I would hide in my room and cry and cry

No one ever noticed and no one would ask
And if they ever did I would put on a mask

It started a few years back when they got a divorce
My parents did split with both yelling and force

I was left alone and told to go play
But how could I lie and tell them okay

I was only a child, but not anymore
The year I was four is no more

Now I am considered a beautiful young lady
But looking in the mirror I no longer see Katie

What I see is the scars left behind
From a girl once little, perfect, and kind

I fight with myself every single day
I cannot win, and my body’s

The Death of Me

I cry into my sheets
And cry into my bed
I cannot stop crying
And think of instead

Where else to go
To forget about you
I'm scared so deeply
That you've become a tattoo

You make me crazy
You make me insane
And almost always
You're my reason for pain

I can't escape you
You're always there
It's like you're watching me
But you really don't care

If I try to love you
You just run away
And if I try to help you
There isn't a way

No matter the cost
No matter the pain
No matter what I feel
It's always the same

This cycle of anguish
It won't ever end
And by the time dawn hits
It begins again

I scream at you now
And you'r

HUMANWe all have problems, it seems to be
We all want something we cannot see
We all feel like we're failures on the inside
But outwardly you hide it like it's some surprise

We look at the cutters like their a mess
They don't know what they want so we all digress
But a problem is a problem whether big or small
And sometimes it's not even a problem at all

Like the child who is crying over a broken toy
Or the little baby laughing who is filled with joy
The mother who lost her very first child
To the teenager who's careless and runs around wild

The world we live in is a crazy disaster
And we are the ones who is its ringmaster
So to th

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I think I am going to make another Ciel outfit...hmm....

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*RockLou Jan 31, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

But can you paint with them?

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*Sasurealian Feb 1, 2013

I really hope so!

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*RockLou Feb 4, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

Did you get the pocahontas reference?

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~neutralboy Oct 8, 2012

love your top! :3

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*Sasurealian Nov 6, 2012

Oh wow thanks a lot! ^^ <3

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~Wayleen Oct 8, 2012

best shot of you on here I think

I like your expression! i cannot believe you're 19! You look much younger, haha ^.^

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*Sasurealian Nov 6, 2012

xD yea I get told I do haha

I am now 20 o.o somehow lol

<3 thank you

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Mood: Love

~LycaN774 Oct 5, 2012

Beautiful portrait and your outfit works well
with the trees in the background.

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*Sasurealian Nov 6, 2012

Aww thanks a million <333

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~LycaN774 Nov 7, 2012

Your welcome! dance:

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